It’s Been A While

I was invited to our sister company's staff party last night. At first, I was hesitant to attend,  I think it's not a good idea. But said to myself, it's been a while since the last time I went out and enjoyed alone without carrying feeding bottles and diapers in my bag. Just my bag, with my celfone in it, a purse, lipstick and a compact.

As I was dressing up, Deye crawls around me trying to get my attention. Oh dear! Don't you want me to go?

She was crying when I left. As in crying out loud. When I reached the venue, I called home again to check, she was still crying.

All the while when I was there, my mind was at home. Thinking of Deye. Derrick came around 12mid. I had a short chat with him while he was dining, and told him I'll go ahead in few minutes.

I went home. She was already fast asleep. In the middle of the night, she suddenly cried and sat down from where she was lying down. And she uttered "Mama" as if she was looking for me.

Oh well, I guess I was just being too emotional, coz it's the first time I left home without her since I gave birth.

Her First Steps

1st February 2007.

1….. 2….. 3….. 4……

She can now make few steps all by herself. I was heading home, climbing the stairs that night when I heard Mommy laughing… happily… As I opened the door, I saw my little one trying to make few steps all by herself hihihi!

To my excitement, I immediately called Derrick at work hahaha! Just to tell him about the good news bwahahaha! He just said WOW! Ok, he's busy hahaha!

After few seconds, she went towards the sofa and climbed on her own. Watched her quietly, waited what will she do next. I knew it. She'll try to come down. Slowly… I almost screamed coz I was scared that she might fall.

Another exhibition hahaha! She did it on her own. Of course yes. I captured it on video hahaha!

So what? I'm a proud Mama! :p