New Edition

For the past 30 years, so many things had happened. Good and bad. Ups and downs. Laughters and tears. Success and failures. I've gone through all these things. At once, I thought, do I deserve 'em? One side tells me, no, you don't and the other side tells me you needed 'em. I'd say, yes, I needed them all. 
 
Looking back those years, I was so naive. Innocent. Things changed…. gradually. Until I fell in love. With the wrong person, I can't tell. For once, I was in love with him. We were young. Not so sure. Some people came in between. Someone came along. I was left alone, all alone. With a big question mark inside my young and fragile heart. I moved on. I said, the hell I care. I did nothing wrong. 
 
Along the way, I met a lot like him. They broke my heart. I began asking myself "again" do I deserve them? This time, I said to myself, no, you don't need them at all. Move on for the better. Plan. Explore. Be strong. Take your time. 

I left home, I had to for some financial reasons as well. 
 
Moved on. Met new people. Fell in love. Once again, broken hearted, so badly. But this time, I was different. Totally different. I fought for it, no matter what. Just like the song goes the winner takes it all. And I think I did it.

But something tells me, are you sure? Think about it. Do you love him? I know I do. That's why I'm letting go. Drifted apart, I decided, this is it!

Until again, someone made me realized, look back… ask yourself. Make up your mind. After 4 months of struggle, I finally made up my mind. Accepted him. Started all over again. Yes, I will marry you…

We are now gifted with an adorable priceless daughter who made our lives more meaningful. Forgotten the pasts. Especially the ones I've gone through.

Chapters closed. I am now ready to start the new edition of my life.