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Countdown
Wednesday, January 31, 200733 days na lang uuwi na ako yeheeeeeeeeeey! OA na kung OA pero naman sino bang di maeexcite eh huling umuwi kaya ako sa Pnas dalaga pa ako hehehehe! Ngayon uuwi ako may bitbit na akong chikiting ko hihihi!
La lang, excited lang ako sobra hahaha!
New Edition
Saturday, January 27, 2007For the past 30 years, so many things had happened. Good and bad. Ups and downs. Laughters and tears. Success and failures. I've gone through all these things. At once, I thought, do I deserve 'em? One side tells me, no, you don't and the other side tells me you needed 'em. I'd say, yes, I needed them all.
Looking back those years, I was so naive. Innocent. Things changed…. gradually. Until I fell in love. With the wrong person, I can't tell. For once, I was in love with him. We were young. Not so sure. Some people came in between. Someone came along. I was left alone, all alone. With a big question mark inside my young and fragile heart. I moved on. I said, the hell I care. I did nothing wrong.
Along the way, I met a lot like him. They broke my heart. I began asking myself "again" do I deserve them? This time, I said to myself, no, you don't need them at all. Move on for the better. Plan. Explore. Be strong. Take your time.
I left home, I had to for some financial reasons as well.
Moved on. Met new people. Fell in love. Once again, broken hearted, so badly. But this time, I was different. Totally different. I fought for it, no matter what. Just like the song goes the winner takes it all. And I think I did it.
But something tells me, are you sure? Think about it. Do you love him? I know I do. That's why I'm letting go. Drifted apart, I decided, this is it!
Until again, someone made me realized, look back… ask yourself. Make up your mind. After 4 months of struggle, I finally made up my mind. Accepted him. Started all over again. Yes, I will marry you…
We are now gifted with an adorable priceless daughter who made our lives more meaningful. Forgotten the pasts. Especially the ones I've gone through.
Chapters closed. I am now ready to start the new edition of my life.
Her First Birthday
Thursday, January 25, 200723rd January 2007.
Deye celebrated her first birthday. A very simple celebration. Got up at 9am. Had a quick breakfast. Dressed her up. We went on (Bahrain) tour at 11am, to Saudi Causeway and Tree of Life, where else bwehehehe! But this time with Mamita, my mom. Here are some of the photos taken there. Walang masyadong still photos, it was all on video. Just now I realized, we didn't capture when Deye was blowing her candle. Oooops! When I was blowing her birthday candle pala hahaha! Pero nakavideo naman! Nung gabi na, we had a simple dinner at home, one of Derrick's colleagues came over with a friend, tapos ang aking kumareng Rochelle ay dumating din. Naku hanggang ngayon, hindi pa din ako makapaniwalang meron na akong anak na nagbe-birthday hehehe! All in all, masaya! Kahit walang big party, at least we got a chance to spend time together. Thanks to our bosses na din na binigyan kami ng day off when we requested.
The Day You Came
Monday, January 22, 2007
It seems like yesterday when you came and touched our lives. Everything changed. Everything matters. Every minute counts. Each day is important. You gave us a reason, another reason to live. To be your parents, so very proud parents. You just don't know how happy we are to have you. We love you, Deye!
An Important Midnight Text Message
Sunday, January 21, 200712midnight… Toot toot toot! Checked my celfone. It was a text message. A sad message asking for help. And it goes like this : May problema kami ni Xxxxx. Ate, tulong naman… Alam ko magsasabi siya sayo.
For one moment I smiled. Because of two things: Una, I'm certain, he's in love with her. Pangalawa, at sa akin pa lumapit hihihihi! Bilib siya sa advices ko kung ganun. :p
Kaya ayun, I texted her telling her about the situation, na alam ko na. At syempre I played cupid hehehe!
Kaso, I was not able to settle it. It's beyond my control. I did what I had to do. Just hoping na they will be able to settle everything.
Haaay pag-ibig nga naman! At sa isa na namang pagkakataon, pinatunayan nilang babaero nga sila. It's just so sad, na ang isang taong pinakamalapit sa puso ko ay one of them.
Haaay ulit! 